| | I've been back to work for a month now, but yesterday was the day I was supposed to go back to Singapore (for good) had I not snapped out of that tortuous trance (spell? whatever you call it). I have certainly recovered (although some days/nights I am still victimised) but I am not ready to forget my experience.
It is not due to unacceptance, or anger, or hatred towards the person who plotted against us. It is also not because I complain or question God for all that I have gone through. Being the introspective person that I am, I want to understand that which disrupted my life and impacted on my spiritual walk.
There is a lesson to be learned, a message to be shared, I believe. However, I constantly find myself at a loss for words (hence the short blog entries); I strain to hear God's voice, which the enemy has so cruelly disguised. I patiently excavate deeper into my heart to try to recreate an undisturbed space - free from the persistent taunting voices of the enemy. In my quiet times, I am always reminded of how God takes care of my soul. I know that for sure. That is what keeps me going, unshaken by what could perhaps destroy a believer.
To Him be the power for ever and ever. Amen.
1 Peter 5:11
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| | Posted 4/30/2009 8:50 PM - 7 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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